I wish i was by your side ,

I deleted my prevous post , well , i just don't like the sight of it .

& special thanks to Chowlin , Chunlei & Yingquan for the consoling words , but , the person whom i can't thank w. a million of thankyou's will be Baby <3

He talked to me alot , thanks for always cheering me up , thanks for being there for me everytime when i needed you the most & hear me rant . Love , & thanks for all the advices you've given me , i won't get sad anymore ,'cos i don't want you to be unhappy , baby iloveyou !

I'm alone at home right now , & my desk is damn messy , full of rubbish , cables tangling with one another , psp , figurines lying around , comb , photos , etcetc .

I've got to clean up my desk by today , i just realised that my cabinet is like ransacked ? As everything that i want i can't find , instead they're at the other cabinets , grrrr . & my cupboard , all the shirts are mixedup together , -.- . & I can even find my Pe shorts & shirt in my cupboard which aint supposed to be used for putting school clothes , gosh . My cap is hidden right under the stack of clothes , & all my boxes ended up inside , -.- . I wonder what happened to me .

Even my earrings & earstuds can now be found in wallets . & my pouches & wallets can be found in the cabinet where i keep my books .

& on my desk right now , there's a whole box of books , aside from the box , they're more lying on the table , & i don't have sufficient place for me to revise or whatever right now . I really have to clean up my room from now onwards .

Gagagosh , now i found out that my cookiemonster & elmo has turned very very ugly , as in they totally became black , -.- . Roar .

I'm planning to bake cake for some people , :) . Depends , well , my desk is messy , as i've been copying Cake recipes all day . Shamwoohooo , i feel so happy that i can be at home alone . Peace yaw .

Thats all , byebyeeee ! My comp's damn lag as usual , shall restart it . Boomz .

Lastly , i miss baby alot ! Didn't get to see him todayyyy , :( !