My Heart Will Go On ,

Second post of the day . I'm feeling better now , after having my wires connected back together .

Although i still can't forget about what i witnessed today after trying so hard , although it still hurts at the thought of it . All i want to say is , it's better this way . It could just serve as a remider for me , to not fall deep and di a hole that's s deep that not even anyone can save me , neither can I come out of the hole that i created myself . Thats just dumb .

No matter what . I believe , all that i've suffered in the past . Accumulating all of them , all of the time i wasted on crying , all the time i wasted on useless freaks . And all the time i needed to get over someone , it's enough for me to be able to mae it through this situation right now .

Maybe , the brain of mine now , will keep on flashingback about what has heppened today . But , all i can do is to shed tears . And , shedding tears can't help in any way .

The only solution is to forgive and forget . Forget , i wish i could . Forgive , yes , i can , when did i even not forgive anyone ? Maybe afew , but i don't hate them .

There's no way i can runaway from reality . Running away from reality only makes me more stupid . And making me admit the fact i'm stupid . Till the extent , i'd rather be dead .

Upon seeing that photo on -insertname- phone today , i pretented i didn't know anything . I can't push the blame on -insertname(s)- , yes , the (s) cause it involves two person .

Nonsense here and there , empty promises . I'm experienced , i'm prepared for anything .

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"Life's full of ups and downs , we have to go through every single obstacle , fight through the whole war , hoping someone will come in and save your heart from tearing apart furthermore , but what exactly's happening is going one whole big round , repeatedly , we'll encounter the same problems , stuck in the same situation , only with a different person . Everyone looks at life from a different perspective . Sometimes , we want someone to love us , but sometimes we regret . The person whom you love and the person who loves you , might bring you happiness , shower you with unconditional love . But there's definitely an end to everything . Only at that time , you'll realise , being with that someone was wrong , bringing you more tears . But , if you've ever thought about it . They , the ones who made your heart shatter , are the ones who are teaching you to stand up on your own two feet . They are the ones who makes you much stronger . And making you be able to fight and defend the next time . We should actually thank them . We lose and gain friends . We regret for telling this and that to someone . The best friend you have now , may turn out to be your enemy at the end of the day . And your enemy will eventually turn out to be your friend . Going up and down , just like you're on a rollercoaster ride . Sometimes , we get jealous of others and try to be like them , but when you're halfway there to be atleast alittle like them , you realise , no one likes you and everyone ignores you , cause they only want you . By that time , it'll be too late to regret . All you know is , you just want to be you . The unique one , the one which no one else on Earth can be like . At the end of the day , we realise every single decision we made , are worth it , no matter what's thrown at us . The impact brought on our life for today , makes us stronger tomorrow . "

Me and My Grandmother Stories . Ignore me .

Lastly , this is what I did for my Art Exam . 2hours , this's what i've came up with . The best i could've done .