Stay close , don't go .

(I miss you and things weren't the same .)

It's the last day of school . My mood went so down for almost the whole day . Felt better when we were having the class cleaning . But , it didn't last for long . Why must you say this , say that word , when i heard it , i really felt like cyring my heart out . I wanted to know what's wrong . Flashbacks of our memories , we've drifted apart :( . I'm sorry .
Be it good or bad , it's still likethat . I can't seem to cry infront on people anymore . I'm dying without anyone noticing .
Classes were rather boring . Played tabboo for English class . Mr Tay sun for us . The first song that he sang's so nice . I could feel my heart sinking down . I could feel tears stuffed in my eyes . The attitude of yours totally chaged , within a day . I miss the old you .
Recess , heart-to-heart talk with Trixy and Peiwen . All i could say is , thanks It did help for awhile . Until i went back to class . Everything seems so wrong . Here goes my 100 words essay again . Wrote wrote wrote . I wasn't even sure of what the hell is happening in class . Thinking , hoping , nothing will happen .
Class cleaning afterthat , i wanted to use it as a cheering up pill for me . Guess it didn't help at all . All I can say is , Thanks , Thanks for ruinig my day , my great friend . Whatever you said , totally killed me . I hate you :( . Mama after school , got screened . Whatever .
Thatsall , idk what to say right now .

I'm trying to put up a fake smile , i'm pretending nothing happened to me ,

I don't want you to know i'm weak , I don't want to tell you it has got to do with you .

I want you by my side , like the past . Every single detail , you cared about for me has dissapeared .

Now , i know , everything's gone . All the emotions of mine , shattered .

Maybe , it's another wrong decision .

I miss the old you , come back to me please .

You're so near to me at that moment , but you seemed so far .

I don't believe , in one day , you can actually change this much .

I can't face the reality , i love you .