(I'm just alittle too not over you.)Stop telling me you're sorry , it doesn't help to make me feel better , neither will it be able to bring us back together . I hate myself .
I've decided to do some proper posting , get used to it , i only have a baby now , which is my dear phone . & my other darling girlfs. , still , they're the best . All the boys that i've been with are jerks , except for once , when i'm that bitch , -'-. (No offence.)
Sooo , i woke up today , saw the message , here comes the grey clouds , roar .
You told me you needed time , i need time too , i need time to let go . The time that is needed for me to let go will be a long period of time . & i know , you won't be back . Neither do i anticipate even a single step back that you take , 'cos i'm sure , you won't .
When i'm on the bus , i swear , i was f.ing down , i almost cried , but i didn't , luckily , :) . When i reached school , guess who i saw . Count me lucky , i f.ing didn't know that today would be sucha bad day , sucker .
Maths paper , screwed . I just hope i can pass it .
Tamp-ed w. quite alot of people afterschool , went to X-Craft first , bought earrings . Was in a dilemma , idk if i should get my Helix Piercing , after much consideration , as i was afraid of the pain that'll cause me to suffer for about a few weeks , i decided not to get it . The brave Chowlin pierced second hole , shamwoohoo . & i saw the Lightpink & White Cap that i was finding thereeee ! It's only 10bucks ,ohmygod . I want it please , :( .
Went pastamania , i couldn't resist the temptation , i didn't plan to even eat , but in the end , i ate , gosh . My money fly .
Then shopped around w. Xiufang & Chowlin while the others went to watch Movie . Bought Magnetic Earrings , Teddybear for phone , Transparent Noodles (For girls use.) & Black Star Ring ! Cost me a bomb , the 40plus bucks , i brought there , only left w. 10 , gaaa .
Chow went home , then Me & Xiufang went to T1 ! Met up w. the rest , & we played Hide & Seeeek ! Heh . Fun . Ran like mad women . Met Xinmiao's friend , Hazimah (sorry if SpellingError.) . She's friendly . Well , Sean couldn't find us , hiakhiakhiak .
Headed home afterthat , as we couldn't find Jinghui & co. at any part of Macs , -.- .
Came home , thought things out , decided to let go once & for all . Time s needed , but , i'm willing to let time pass slowly & let his image vanish slowly .
& please f.ing stop asking me to cheerup , you guys are making me more down please . 'Cos your are reminding me that i'm sad , when i always tell myself i'm not ! Thanks , don't askme what happened too , bye .
Going to FarEast & Bugis tomorrow !
Don'tknow w. who luh -.- , but Mao is confirm !
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